Wednesday, February 11, 2015

discovery

Damn, I just discovered I was in a war with Self-Righteousness. I feel strongly that I have affirmed my narrative at the expense of openness to the reality of others. Wow, he convinced me of my rightness of even that rightness should be pursued. Why does it seem like I am locked into waging wars against constructs that fail so desperately?

At times

At times I feel like a professor standing in the midst of a tsunami of indifference. And yet I wonder if for previous professors I was apart of the gulf of indifference that may have drained them. At times the realization that countless students with heads on desk and hands attached to smart phones is threatening to disconnect my belief that this can be transformative. Truthfully, what has been transformed? Other than positions! Yeah I have been placed in a new position but the position of seemingly a reluctance at being served something that you have no interest in has not be removed. So, I am moved to ponder retreat from this place that has seem to lost reality with a higher purpose. And my purpose for this prose is sympathy just these are just my words and simple recollections.