not all together

Maybe in the space I can be brutally honest about not having it all together. That to be a husband and a father can be glorious and challenging at the same time. That at times as a professor standing in front of apathetic crowds brings back feelings of being ignored in childhood. So the rage from the 80's interrupts current day brokenness. I don't have it all together and maybe no one was saying that I had to be but it still feels good to say. It feels good at time to say I have no idea what the fuck is going on.