outside the marketplace

Can your existence live outside of the marketplace? Can moments not exist on the liner perception of time? Where everything is constructed to be moving us towards some goal. The way we consume time is a matter of perception. What would it be like to perceive time different. To hide in past moments untainted by the poison of future disappointments. So, many moments dripped of context because we are hungry to consume more. To simply take a break in the winds of now. So, many moments that are held deep like memories but memories are simply pictures of things that are lost. So much lost.