politics of resentment

The politics of white resentment are so very powerful. What do whites have to be resentful about? Or more importantly, who are whites resentful of? Why this incessant need to keep blacks in their place. Why do white fashion out victim mentality out of their oppression of blacks? Like the N-Word blacks are not even allowed to have their victimization. The madness that ensue from the realization that their are no happy endings. No release, the build up of rage, anger, despair finds no outlet because these feelings have been stolen and worn by those who have never had the pain that fashioned the feelings in the first place.

slave syndrome

Slave syndrome. In my last post I was crying for calls of unity. This is slave syndrome. The desire to unite with those that have no interested in united with you. This call for acceptance from a system that is incapable of fully accepted you is cowardice. Slave syndrome produces bleak outcomes for the marginalized. If the end goal is some utopia that allows for all systems and ways of life to reflect the white norm, then you don't get it. You don't get how deep the brainwashing goes. If everything you have learned takes you away from the basic truths, then you're a simply a tool of the furthering of the system that is created out of the blood of your ancestors. History is made of the conquerors and the conquered and the conquered can never be friends with a system that makes gods out of the conquerors. Reason being, the conquered then have no choice but to worship the conquered. They love of them will be spectacle. Fuck, I must wake up from the slave syndrome. There is no happy ending for the conquered in the land of the conquerors.

Unity?

Who will stand for unity? Discord at time can be self-righteous. Who will heal? At some the peacemakers will be blessed. At some point the sounds of conflict will be met with a different tune. A      Chorus of something that seeks to reach a place that it seems we have no interested in going anymore. And that is anyplace together. Unity is so much more peaceful than conflict. What will be chosen.

America the sinking racial ship

the racial politics of the president have to be called out. The divisive us vs them rhetoric is tool to strengthen a fragile whiteness that feels it is under attack. Fox News and the conservative media machine is essential in stoking the fear of white rage. It is maddening because the tricks that have worked for centuries continue to be digested by fearful people. Fear is a stronger tool for unity than love will ever be. America is going down and it will be because of the fragility of whiteness.

wish

I wish the cops killing black people mattered more? I wish systems and institutions that we sworn to protect saw black bodies as worthy of protection? I wish that I could do more than wish for the betterment of black people? I wish that to be marginalized was not normalized through years of oppression. I wish I was a little be taller, I wish I was a baller but truthfully wishing does not change things. Wishing is just a coping mechanism not to go mad. You see the current reality is maddening and there is no way to accept that shit. You can simply numb yourself to it's impact. The impact of wishing and praying has not created a reality where for black people it is still not necessary to wish and pray. Maybe, someday that will change but truthfully I don't really think so.

Your a commodity, I am a commodity we are all fucking for sale

Capitalism forces us to live like commodities. We live our lives showing our value in order to secure wages that allow for survival. We survive by being good commodities. Everything is for sale are defined in ways for consumption. The issues there does not seem to be a way out. You just sale have to whore yourself out. Turn yourself into a brand. Have nothing authentic because even the idea of being authentic is a profitable brand. How the fuck did we get here? Maybe, how is not even that fucking important but why. More importantly, is there a way out of this fucking thing? Does anyway else envision a life not frame by our ability to sell? Is there something else for us beyond the realm of commodification?

walking through danger

Have we normalized the threats? Have we normalized the insane positions of a leader unfit to lead? We does it seem that we have resigned ourselves to the whims of the powerful? War and the declarations of war should not be entered in with arrogance and hubris. We the people, cannot allow for the pride of the foolishness to ensnare the masses. The power elite do no deserve to be making the decisions for the people. They are nothing more than power-hungry war-mongers. If there is god why has given so much power to evil people? Why would he allow a framework that make it difficult to believe in their presence. I say their because why the assumption that god is male? We are lost and the people that are leading are even more wayward.

ape shit

Society tells us lies from the beginning. We are lied to then we lie to others. We convince that suffering under an empire that is indifferent to our concerns is normal. What the fuck is the hold up? Why are we so afraid to fucking demand more for our lives. Death is certain an the zombie type existence that passes for life might as well be death. Fear is the tool of the powerful to make us cowards of obedience. The people in power are liars. They pretend but are simply using jargon to masked their naked self-interest. Why am I or we for whoever this resonates with so afraid to just fucking go ape shit against the system. Why is comfort suck a fucking numbing prison?

the trap

The student loan trap. Society is set up in so many way to trap its citizens who are seen as nothing more than consumers. The goal is tie debt and force of into wage slavery that only solidifies our obedience. The American system of crony capitalism and the peddling of misinformation leads to misery for the masses. The system is grotesque in its deception. The people deserve more than to simply be debt slaves or wage slaves or simply slaves to the lies of consumerism. Fuck the system. It nothing to cherish and it cannot be redeemed. Transformation to a place where we can really breath is essential. This will not occur with wide scale revolt .