Wednesday, March 7, 2018


Individual searches. I am looking for something or long to be captivated. It's a struggle cause early trauma created a disposition that can distort. Not just living by dying to be alive. To feel the feeling of being alive. Not through distraction. No, I am not looking to alter to my state I want to change the state that I long to escape. Why is escapism so normalized? What are we running from? What I am running from?

Wednesday, February 28, 2018


The original marketplace was the slave auctions. With this backdrop do we see how we are still up for sale. As we sale ourselves in order to survive what has changed. They never intended freedom. They simply rent out your time. You are owned and then you die

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

outside the marketplace

Can your existence live outside of the marketplace? Can moments not exist on the liner perception of time? Where everything is constructed to be moving us towards some goal. The way we consume time is a matter of perception. What would it be like to perceive time different. To hide in past moments untainted by the poison of future disappointments. So, many moments dripped of context because we are hungry to consume more. To simply take a break in the winds of now. So, many moments that are held deep like memories but memories are simply pictures of things that are lost. So much lost.

Monday, February 12, 2018

same breath

Life can be beautiful and cruel all in the same breath. The lost in the gain of things that can never be measured. Measured tones are for the fearful but so much of our society is fear based. What is the base of our life from the fear downloaded onto our free consciousness. The goal of life is imprisonment. Everything about life is learning to navigate the chains the society seek to place on you.

Friday, February 9, 2018

project brainwash

The institutions conspire to keep us ignorant. Mass consciousness and consensus is necessary for the struggle. So, it should not surprise that the forces that conspire against the masses and desire to keep us weak from alienation and separation. Thus, they have hired drones in the guise of pundits who playout the script of accepted discussion. They all lie and our complicit in the environment of hysteria and ideological martyrdom that is weakening the bonds necessary for resistance. So, the question is what are the masses going to do? Or, what can the masses do when the tools of mass-distraction our in the hands of those that profit off of our search 

Tuesday, January 30, 2018


Meaning. Once the noise is removed and the ego has not driven you to conceive battles to be yours that you could not possible solve you are left in the midst of a longing for something clearer. Meaning, or purpose outside of the concocted lies of certainty that provide security but not truth. The search for truth seems to be losing battle. With this bleak perspective as the backdrop I still choose to press on.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018


There is no preparation for this thing called life. All you ultimately receive is the bullshit understandings of other who don't know what the fuck they are doing either. The certainty with which  fools speak should scare us all.


They force choices. The role that fear plays in the exploits of the psyche. If they own the fear they own us. What does it mean to be fearless? Is it possible to fearless unless you embrace the unknown? The unknown can be considered a prison. A prison that gives you certainty but steals the only thing that matter in this life... Possibility... Possibility is freedom. The lies are all connected to given us pathways so that we are easier to control and keep in the database. When we hold onto the possibilities we remain free. Remain free from the entanglements of simplistic lies from the overseers

fake deepness

The fake deepness highlights the shallow pool we are all swimming in. What the fuck does that mean? It means that wisdom or intellect has become another pointless commodity that holds not significance outside of the marketplace. It is all utter bullshit.