fucked over

They fucked us over. Or we fucked ourselves because our consciousness was so low. Why do not only learn freedom when the chains become so tight. Why does life not provides us lessons before the experience because once we have experience then those lessons simply become painful of examples of how things would be better if we had known.

GOVERNMENT TO BIG TO LEAD

The government is to big to lead? The government is not an entity of protection they have simply been the instrument to play to songs of the artist of capitalism. So, us in the audience have to listen to the same tracks of the free market. We are fucked and they provide us with all type of drugs to numb to the painful nature of life that is orchestrated we you don't have any real control of the shit you care about.

What can we do?

It seems that we have institutionalized cruelty or is the marketplace simple a place where feelings don't matter. It does not seem to matter how many suffer we just fall back on personal responsibility but does society hold not blame? The shit is so fucked the way that the powerful make decisions for in there best interest in the interest of the perpetually screwed are moved to side lines in the game of life they simply we have to wait for the after life. Why is shit so fucked and more importantly what can really do about it.  

speak

You got to put words in disguises because without them words laid bare expose sadness. Truth, what does that even mean? We cling to clichés but the power to live is elusive. Shit, even these words sound like weak attempts to be authentic. Maybe, anytime we use words we are simply constructing lies because we can't interpret how we feel. What it to fuel and who can understand? How can we communicate without the tired attempts to speak?

life

Life seems to be more about lost than gain. This could simply be the vantage point. Pointing in directions that never lead to clear destinations. Maybe, there are not destinations not to be existential but is this not a crisis? It feels like dystopia has been normalized as Hollywood put the bug in our ear years ago. They just fed us an exaggerated picture so that the present day would be accepted. Shit, this is not say we accept it with no protest just that protest has become a relic it not longer has the power to be anything other food for media vultures that have no interest in producing legitimate content to feed the masses. Nah, we have a diet of pointless takes so we take them for granted never dissecting how this diet can ultimately lead to ruin. Shit, we might already be in the ruin and we have simply adapted to it.

a.i

Truthfully, searching for feelings. They numbed us into acceptance. We can't even touch or get in touch with feelings. They dehumanized us into robots and I guess that was the plan as we are easy to control and we have become convinced that we are woke with amounts to nothing more than artificial intelligence.

spectacle

Yeah, it's crazy how spectacle has become specifically normalized in the midst of America. We long for reality shows as they show us how to live and what to aspire to. We lost, not argument there but the compass to get us back to place of sanity seems buried under lies and false paths. God, if she can here us is struggling with answers just like earthly mothers that suffer in silence as the world bruising theirs kids. We all our ultimately kids even though we grow.